I came home yesterday, I was looking for you sleeping, but... but no... I won't forget your amazing smile. what a brother you were How did you progress, how did you become the best commander in the world. The best son in the world, the best grandson in the world. Always just giving and helping and not expecting anything in return. I think the only thing I can take from you is your strength to hold on, because I know you're standing up there right now saying 'be strong. I'm fine, I'm fine'. But we are not well. It's hard for us. Just help us from above. hold us I had one heart and now I have half a broken heart. I love you my brother."
Since we are twins, it is a pain that cannot be contained, and it is not absorbed. This is my brother, my soulmate. Last Thursday he talked to me, sent me pictures laughing and smiling. This is a person who only knew how to contribute to everyone...